Ok, bright and early up for work at 6am. Only problem, my ride to work is my ex. Really silly to wake up an hour earlier to get on bus at 5am in freezing cold he says. True but will it help seeing him if only couple days a week or will it stop the progression of my newfound singledom. Both of us lean in for the morning kiss then realize it's not a tradition we can share anymore. Awkward silence for 15minutes. Never been so happy to see my job before.
Maybe I will consider the bus next time.
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You do what you have to do to keep yourself healthy and that means not playing with your own emotions or his. Guilt is the most useless of emotions.
ReplyDeleteIf not catching a possible cold is your reason for letting him drive you than that is all it is, end of story. Maybe he also needs to ease out of this messy situation by being kinder than he might feel at the moment. You will know when the bs starts in your own head and that's when people get hurt so bow out when it's time and quit feeling guilty immediately . No one has to be right or wrong. It's a big beautiful world even still. Look in the mirror. Look deep into those eyes staring back at you. With your eyes wide open, tell yourself all the good and wonderful things you want to hear and next time, mentally insist that Mr Right be able to match some if not all and then some of what you can do for yourself. Love is the key. He is out there, grooming himself to be the best that he can be. You can be doing the very same thing. No time to waste. I'm so excited for you.....