Monday was a lazy day. Relaxed, ran errands, watched movies, took my cute lil dog for a walk. Decided it was better to have a day off then be running ragged for work this morning. The Ex called last night wanted to talk. I caved and said ok, he came by late and we talked about nonsense, nothing important, but don’t think there is really anything more to be said. We both worked early and coincidentally he had his work bag so he stayed over, I was good and went straight to sleep. On the way to work in the morning a funny thing happened, my phone alarm went off, it was a reminder that today was our anniversary. I had to laugh and he kinda smirked and said Happy Anniversary. Awkward moment. I keep having those.
I get to work and my 1st call is a man who pulled his catheter out. Why on earth would anyone do that? It has to be the worst punishment to bestow on a man, “For punishment you will rip your own catheter out and when you feel that burning stinging pain and scream like a girl you will know what you did.” That should be mandatory for rapist or molesters, once a week you will rip it out. I like that idea. How does one go about passing a bill? I used to know that, man I am feeling old, all the stuff I used to know I have forgotten and now can only remember useless shit from tv. You want a quote from Family Guy, Jersey Shore, Housewives of OC? I’m your girl!
I didn’t call The Engineer back, his voice mail said that he would love to get together again soon was going to be busy for the next week on his project but to call him. I might call today, but then again I don’t feel like it, today had so much promise I think I would rather spend it thinking of myself only. Maybe take my dog for another walk and a special treat. That would be a good day.
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You definitely need some alone time. You sound like you are busy even when you're sleeping. As far as what you remember if you think you're brain is turning to mush, try some self help tapes....don't laugh, they get into the most relaxed part of our subconsciousness and things DO stick......don't try to rush yourself to recover from a break up. People who go through divorce will tell you it takes a while and sometimes years but the important thing for you is to give yourself some time and deal with what it is your heart wants. Best of luck to you.
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