Day 35 of Singledom

Late last night we got an extremely racist and homophobic psych patient. Every other word out of his mouth was "Faggity" and he informed us that if you are standing within 40ft a gay person and they sneeze you WILL get AIDS. I must have missed that day in school. It was slightly amusing when my partner was trying to help him off the cot and I asked my male partner how his sick boyfriend was doing. I have a morbid sense of humor I know but you have never seen somebody move as fast at that patient!

I had a great chat with a friend of mine about moving on letting go of the past, how all baggage needs to get checked in order to start anew. I love the idea but in theory it is so much easier to just go with the flow for me. I know she is right about alot of the things we talked about and I am sure in retrospect I will be like Damn, why didn't I listen? But you know how that goes, we never listen to the good advice. This is just a prelude into me seeing The Ex last night. We just stayed up talking about everything but "us" and watching music videos, something we used to do in the beginning. No, we are not getting back together, or even trying but as I keep saying it's really hard to break that bond you have with someone.

I am supposed to see The Engineer tonight, but I think I will call and cancel. I work late again and don't feel like I have enough girlfriend time, might watch a movie with a good friend of mine who lives close and obsess about how in the world George Clooney gets better looking every year. I am seriously considering a move to Italy folks.