Day 55 of Singledom

I have been watching so many movies I feel like I should be getting paid for my critic's. I will tell you in advance if you have not seen Gamers then I am about to spoil the ending for you so pass this paragraph. I was highly excited and intrigued for the first hour of the movie. Kinda like Terminator, so much action but you still wanna see where the plot can take it. Well, it could have been better, my expectations were set a little high when I saw all the great actors in it, like John Leguizamo and my personal favorite Michael C. Hall, who I happen to have the hugest crush on and plays a seriously demented character in most of his roles but that makes me love him even more. Pure talent. Well, that didn't save it, fast forward to ending where some random guy says to our main character, "Well played Kable." What? Really? That movie was so cliche with gaming phrases and that was the one they thought was the best ending? I wanted to drop kick the director.

Before my harsh critic of Gamers I was sitting home, relaxing and enjoying the afterglow of working out with a cocktail, smelling the glorious smell of meatloaf cooking when The Ex calls and wants to hang out and watch a movie. Obviously I said sure, it was late but I was wide awake and agreed to meet him in couple hours. He had my favorite beer, which I never drink cause I hate beer but this beer is special, it's Peach, delicious and tastes like champagne. Nice gesture but now I am questioning all his niceties. I don't know why he is trying to see me more or do nice things for me but it has me on edge. Feel like I am spending to much time with him even though we have agreed that we were not getting back together and that when I meet someone else I can just tell him and we will go our separate ways but how am I supposed to meet anyone when hanging out with The Ex? I am enjoying myself so I shouldn't be worried about it but still... So today I have a mission, if only to make myself feel better and get back in the game. There is this gorgeous guy I have been wanting to hit on and unless I am way off base he is interested, so I will suck it up and ask him out. Last time I saw him I was with The Ex so I am assuming he is thinking I am taken and since I am not I should start acting like it, right?