The higher these numbers get the more disheartening it is. I might just take my mom's advice on applying for the Bachelorette! Seriously though it is nice to have everything on your own time just but I really like the whole coupledom in a nutshell. Someone who cares about you and wants to know how you are doing and wants to do things with you.
Yesterday we took a 20yr old to a creepy mental facility, her crime was getting to drunk and telling her brother that she wanted to kill herself because her boyfriend was cheating on her with a friend. Thank goodness I never had siblings to rat me out. She didn't fall into the category of what we usually take and maybe there was something there that I didn't see but what I did see was a little girl who made a verbal mistake and was scared as shit going in there. Sucks. Once you utter those 5 little words "I want to kill myself" you no longer have a choice you are going in for observation. I guess better safe then sorry. But please don't say it unless you mean it, and actually the people who usually want to do it won't tell anyone, they just do it. Our minds are such a mystery. I could never understand how people could do something like that because I feel there is nothing that will ever break me to that point, but everyone's mentality is different.
I was so tired when I came home my plan was to hit the sack when I walked in. Which I did do. Then I started getting the calls and texes to go out, this bar or that bar. Damn I forgot that single people go out all the damn time! By 10pm I finally gave in, glammed up and went out with one of my ultra fabulous girls who must have a VIP pass implanted in her ass because everywhere we went she cut the line and got us in. I am not complaining. I had fun at the first club but by the 3rd my age started catching up with me... and my feet were throbbing, my thighs were burning even my bra was pissing me off. Not a fun combination. I managed to stay ultra sober, purely because it's easier to fight off the club douchebags with all your senses in play. I wonder why guys think it's attractive to come up to a girl dancing and grind. What's that about? I don't know you and I sure as hell don't want you rubbing whatever you have all over my dress. Overall I came home even more tired but the plus side is that counts as a workout so today I might just be lazy and sit on my couch and watch the Olympic Hockey game. USA USA!
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If you want to get the full impact of what you seemed to have been feeling for this poor patient of yours watch the movie and true story of a beautiful young movie actress from the 40's 'Francis Farmer' . I just watched it the other morning between 1 and 3 in the am. I couldn't stop watching it. What a tragedy one woman lived and all because she was so head strong about just being herself, drinking and living her life as she felt fit for herself, of course that would include a brawl once in a while and as you can imagine in the 40's it just wasn't done....She passed away in the early 1970's but if you ever think you're lucky without siblings imagine your own mother wanting to put you away unless you did what SHE felt was the right living for you....what a movie. I highly recommend it but don't take it out on your mother after you watch it, I'm sure it'll all just be coincidental...:)
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