Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Day 40 of Singledom

Mondays always suck. I hate them but yesterday was actually the best monday I have had in awhile. I got to work and had no partner so after an hour they sent me home to which I immediately took George out for a walk, made myself a martini and sat down to watch The Bad Girls Club. This show has me bewildered, they say they want these self proclaimed bad girls to learn life lessons but all the producers do is liquor them up and send them to clubs and allow themselves to make complete asses out of themselves. Great mindless entertainment for us but zero purpose for these girls. I would love to hear what some of them have to say in 15years when they have kids of there own who sees mommy whoring it up.

The Ex called and wanted to know if I was up for a movie and as tempting as another episode of Bad Girls Club was I opted for the movie, we ended up seeing 2 then having dinner. It was actually a great "non-date". He asked me if I missed him and I responded honestly, I do but not as much now. I didn't feel good this time seeing the pain in his face but it can't be helped, this is what he wanted. I will be there as a friend and for companionship like I would with any other friend. We talked about my upcoming trip and Valentines Day and he says he will just be hanging at the house or playing hockey if I want to call and say hi. I will. I try to call and tell everyone I love on Valentines that they are special to me, I cherish my friendships. No matter what form they started in or how they end.

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