Fortunately yesterday some kind soul offered to take my crappy shift I picked up so I was free for the whole day. I lounged and slept and lounged some more than at 8am when I couldn't stand laying in bed anymore (I usually get up around 4:50 for work so 8am is alot of sleep for me) I take my dog out and guess who is calling bright and early to see if I am up for hanging out. My Ex. I answer and say ok, lets watch a movie and maybe grab some food. We opt to order take out and watch a comedy and had a really good time. He left before my daughter came home from school and all in all it was a good time.
I realize every other day that I should not be hanging out with him then I realize on the off days that we still enjoy each others company and that it shouldn't be off limits to hang out with someone who makes you laugh and basically is just fun to be around. We never broached the subject of our past relationship so maybe that's the key.
I am looking forward to getting to NY and just not thinking of anything other than enjoying the sights and friends. Unfortunately my best friend can't be there but it's ok, we will have to plan another trip to get together and have a strictly girl's weekend. I have so much to look forward to that I don't have time to look back, I like that feeling.
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