Day 94-96 of Singledom

I am the queen of avoidance. I know this and it is an art form I have mastered. When I don't want to discuss something I can maneuver the conversation. Now I only do this when it puts me in an awkward situation to hurt someone's feelings. I never mean to no matter how blunt I can be. I have been hanging out with one of my partners alot. He is super cool and funny as hell but I am not interested in him in any way. I have had this happen in the past with partners and know when they start thinking that since we are friends and have alot in common we should see if there is anything more to it. I like having guy friends but hate when it starts getting weird. My partners in the past have usually been men and The Ex always was right when he thought they had a little more feelings for me than usual. I would play it off like I didn't know but come on, you always know. Then I would distance myself from the person. Sucks because as much as I know I need to do this with him, we will call him Little Guy, I have a blast hanging out with him but need him to understand that I am not attracted what-so-ever. Friday night when we go out I will need to bring a makeout buddy so he hopefully will get the hint without the awkward conversation of "let's just be friends". Beer Pong Guy is always available and even though I am not sure I like as anything more than a drinking buddy I am going to invite him. I just wish guys could just be friends and not mess it up.