Day 92 of Singledom

Concerts are the best for me, like an aphrodisiac. They get the blood flowing and it's exciting to be in the same room as the band you youtube or download and rock out with. The two opening bands were terrible and had me checking my ears to make sure they weren't bleeding. The Ex and I went together and for the first hour everything went ok then another non-couple showed up. My girlfriend and her ex had broken up about 2months ago and they are not as friendly as The Ex and myself so it was funny and semi awkward. The Ex kept holding my hand or putting his arm around me, it was nice and I am not looking at it as anything more than a fun time but it's hard to keep pretending like we are together when we are not and everytime I try and keep my distance it's like some weird force that pushes us back together. Tonight I haven't decided if I am laying low or hitting a party. I know there will be alot of single guys at this party and part of me wants to go but the other part is just tired. We will see later what part wins!