Day 112-115 of Singledom

Wow, what hasn't happened since I last wrote. Let's see, I had a mini happy hour party at one of my favorite bars and The Exes sister and a couple friends showed up, then Beer Pong Guy showed up. Thankfully he isn't big on PDA so no one really knew that we were "lightly hanging out" but they were all watching for a sign of some kind. The Exes sister asked me if I wanted to come to a dinner party the following evening which I accepted the invite but decided to wait til morning and say something had come up. We decided to go to another bar after happy hour ended with 2 other friends of mine and frankly I don't remember much there. I know I was trying to shoot pool and at one point me and another girl were doing shots at the bar, someone handed me a tequila shot and I handed it to my friend because tequila is off limits (whole nother story!) and almost immediately after she took it she projectile vomited across the bar. Yup, time to call it a night. Beer pong guy insisted on making sure I made it home ok in a cab and after telling him we could go to his house I changed my mind last minute and insisted on going to my house, he obliged and paid for my cab home. He is a really nice guy and I have to wonder why I am not ready to go pass the "lightly hanging out" stage but if it happens I guess it won't be the worst. Wow, that sounds terrible, kinda like settling which isn't nice to feel about anyone. The following morning we went to breakfast, again, easy conversation but...not sure if the spark is strong enough. That evening The Ex asked me if I was going to his sisters dinner party, that he would really like me there even though it was basically a family and close friend thing he thought if she invited me I should go. I went, had a great time with everyone, almost like I never left there little clan. Kinda made me sad after because it will never be the way it was before and having it like that, even for one night made me see that him and I are on two totally different places. He might be missing me and wanting the relationship back but I think I am enjoying this singledom a little more than in the beginning. I am free and shining for the moment.