Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Day 74 & 75 of Singledom
You know when you have to do something but you just don't want to and continue to put it off and pretend like it will get better but you know it won't? That was my non-relationship with The Ex. I knew it had to come to an end but it's so hard to actually do it. We went for a run after work and I just got irritated with him, not even sure why but I did and I let loose, called him immature and told him he was selfish and I don't have time to deal with this back and forth non-relationship bullshit and questions of what I did and what he did and I think it's best we don't be friends. It was hard and although I am sad and not the least bit happy losing a really good friend I think in the long run it is for the best. Neither of us can move on if the other person is still lurking in the background. I wish I had a crystal ball to tell me the future cause at the moment the present is sucking pretty badly.
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Crystal Balls are over rated...ask any guy. Imagine burning a nice roast and then after you do that you scrape off the burnt part and try eating it. It's still gonna taste burnt. You either get use to burnt roast or you get a new roast and start over again. Or you become a vegetarian. Choice is always yours. I hope you can look forward to summer, beaches, fun people who won't make unreasonable demands on you (that's what WORK is for) . You may be minus a guy friend but there's more to you now. Experience in life should not be under rated....it makes us better people. Unless we're permanently damaged to begin with and then you know what they say "ignorance is bliss". I'd rather be smart. Best of Luck to you and Happy St Patrick's Day
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